Alone

in my nightmare im being told im no longer loved ,again . Image sharp . talking in the dark on a beach of an isand in a country Us didn’t start in

thinks ive manipulated her, says shes lost all respect. doesnt know who i am really the last 2 years were …
and now ….

i wake up because I cant breathe
its only 4am and theres a weight on me
moisture on my inner thigh thats not mine or hers and the point was to forget but forgetting her feels like lonely

Lonely feels like someone I wasn’t supposed to meet because I was never supposed to loose us